All the voices shout together
When I'm still awake
Oh, What's the words?
I can't remember all of my mistakes
No escape
What's that you say?

All my friends inside of my head keep shouting "disorder"
When I replay the things that I've said
I wish it was over
Let them say "I'm better off dead"
Just trust me I'm closer
Can't save myself inside my hell
Someone send some help
For my disorder
Disorder...

When I think I see the center
That's when I feel safe
Some days are worse and some are better
Only God can save what I break
Why am I this way?

I'm somewhere close but can't let go
Lost my mind but kept my soul
Moved so fast I couldn't just stop and catch it
I don't want their pills for self control
I swear that I'm closer
To finding that piece of my mind