(Are you happy?)

So I let it happen again
I loved someone who's indifferent
That's why I can't sleep at night
That's why I keep sleeping in

So I started over again
I got back onto that medicine
That's why I keep sleeping in
I don't like when dreaming ends

But there's a pink light in my apartment
It comes mid-morning as a reminder
That at the right time, in the right surroundings
I will be lovely, but I can't help thinking

That maybe if you stayed for an hour or two
When the sun came up, when I last saw you
Maybe if you'd seen the soft pink light
I wouldn't be alone tonight

So I'm living inside my mind
I keep retracing that storyline
Thinking, if I start again
I can change the way it ends

And there's a pink light in my apartment
It comes mid-morning as a reminder
That at the right time, in the right surroundings
I will be lovely, but I can't help thinking

That maybe if you stayed for an hour or two
When the sun came up, when I last saw you
Maybe if you'd seen the soft pink light
I wouldn't be alone tonight
Tonight, tonight
Alone tonight

Maybe I will always keep
A little piece of this belief
If it isn't you who sees
Then there isn't any pink light in my apartment
It comes mid-morning as a reminder

And maybe if you stayed for an hour or two
When the sun came up, when I last saw you
Maybe if you'd seen the soft pink light
I wouldn't be alone tonight
Tonight, tonight
Alone tonight
Tonight, tonight