Hiding here in camouflage
But still you want me
You love me
You need me
Call it casual sabotage
It finishes easy

I'm tryna get to sleep with the lights on
Cause I am confused and I'm frightened
I'm tryna get to sleep with the lights on
Cause I don't understand this on my own

I'm just a messed up kid
With sewn up lips
I can't take this shit
I need to exist

Sitting staring at my watch
I can't tell if it's morning or midday or evening
The pressure got my head in knots
And I've always been perceiving it

I'm tryna get to sleep with the lights on
Cause I am confused and I'm frightened
I'm tryna get to sleep with the lights on
I don't understand this on my own

I'm just a messed up kid
With sewn up lips
I can't take this shit
I need to exist

Burn me down till we're nothin' but enemies
And shut me out till we're nothin' but friends
Burn me down till we're nothin' but enemies
And shut me out till we're nothing but friends

Burn me down till we're nothin' but enemies
And shut me out till we're nothin' but friends

I'm just a messed up kid
With sewn up lips
I can't take this shit
I need to exist