I do remember hate that came after .
Broken heart .
Sadness that make me so helpless .
I can fight .
I can remember how long it least .
I'm sure it went away so freaking fast .

Far too many emotions
That taint my soul
Before my faith
And often I drown in the moment
When in the end they all .
Ephemera.

I do remember laughter that can make .
My stomach hurt
With happiness that make it all pretty .
Even a dirt .
I can remember how long it least .
I'm pretty sure it went away so fast .

Far too many emotion
That taint my soul
Before my faith
And often I drown in the moment
Where every path I take feels seem
The only on the right direction .

So I'm growing old but life doesn't seem as pretty .
With sometimes life as not endless sea .
(blue as the sea. Blue as the sky)
Everywhere I look every were I turn.
Every time I grow and every time I burn
I should not mind to mourn .
Sometimes it just .
Ephemera .